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By Frances
Wilson, London
David Miller, Today.
London: Attlantic Books, 2011. 176 pp. .£12.99
David Miller’s remarkable novella, Today,
has several beginnings. It begins first on the title-page, in the
form of some lines from Conrad’s story, “To-morrow”:
“It was as if all the hopeful madness of the world had broken
out to bring terror upon her heart, with the voice of the old man
shouting of his trust in an everlasting tomorrow.” It begins
again in the epigraph, this time with a quotation from a poem by
James Fenton: “Stay near to me and I’ll stay near to
you,” which is followed by one from John Burnside, “Perhaps,
if we died of anything, we die / Of distance.”
There is then a considerable Dramatis Personæ–
forty people are due to appear in 160 well-spaced pages –
which suggests that what follows will be a play and not a novel,
with the characters speaking their own parts. All these voices,
all these starts, frame a meditation on the impossibility of speech
when faced with the emptiness, and embarrassment, of endings.
Today takes place over three days. On Saturday, 2 August, Lilian
Hallowes (the central observing consciousness of events, described
in the Dramatis Personae as “54, a ‘typewriter’”)
is preparing to join a family lunch to celebrate the eighteenth
birthday of her employer’s son, John (“a student, latterly
an architect”). Meanwhile, her employer – Miss Hallowes
is Joseph Conrad’s secretary – suffers from a seizure
while taking a drive with Richard Curle (“41, a journalist
and friend of the family”) and is lying, barely able to breath,
on his bed. Conrad, it seems, will have no speaking part.
The following morning he dies, falling headfirst
from his chair and landing on his hands and knees, looking “like
a mantis or a cricket.” “Get dressed,” said Borys
(“26, a war veteran, car mechanic, a son, a father”)
to his younger brother, John, “Your father’s dead.”
John’s fingers, as he dresses himself, feel “thicker”
than they did the day before. The house seems suddenly useless,
superfluous; nothing happens and nor will anything ever happen there
again.
Watching a fly walk on the carpet, the dog
scratch at the door and steam rise from his mother’s teacup,
John “swiftly realised that he would feel like this for a
while: things would happen to him before he could happen to things
again.” A policeman appears on the scene and asks about Mr
Conrad’s last meal; his sons snigger at the thought that he
has been done in by the maid’s kedgeree. The boys squabble
over the cost of a coffin; they try to find a way of dealing with
what has happened, of moving forward. The doorbell rings and standing
there are two prospective house purchasers, Jimmy and Clara de Bois
(“American aristocrats in their mid-40s, friends of John and
Nancy Dowell of Branshaw Teleragh,” but really Miller’s
joke. The couple are the critic James Wood and his wife, Clare Messud:
the literary establishment paying their first carrion call). Miss
Hallowes – called by Borys “the stork” –
arrives to find the family in shock; she stays for a while and then
returns to her own home.
The third day, Thursday, 7 August, is the occasion
of the funeral. A handful of people attend, including Edward Garnett
(“56, a publisher’s reader, later a critic, married
to a translator”) and Cunningham Graham (“72, a former
MP, a socialist, a writer, a traveller, a friend”). Borys
forgets to bring change for the collection. “You are the elder,”
says John, handing him a note. “Be seen to be.”
John thinks about his own funeral, where “his
sons would shave the night before, or bring their own money to church,
or, just, be better.” From the wings, Lilian Hallowes watches,
as for the last time, the players strut the stage. She begins to
cry, and “Cunningham Graham took her hand, then held it firmly
as she placed herself back into decency.” Later, when the
vicar takes her hand, she says, “Don’t touch me,”
before explaining to him “what I hate about your God.”
Adjusting her hat, she once more leaves for home where she remembers
that she has forgotten to buy a birthday present for John.
Miller observes with astonishing delicacy the characters as they
move through the initial stages of grief; beneath the numb weight
of their sorrow they take on the stature of emblematic, mythical,
beings. The book is a superb work of imagination and empathy; this
is, one feels, exactly as it must have been on the day Conrad dies.
How could it be otherwise?
The prose is tight, precise, exquisite, each word a bulls-eye,
every observation of the sudden loss of meaning and connection in
the lives of those bereaved painful in its accuracy. Neither
[brother] seemed to have a thing to say to one another now their
father was dead, and John realised that his journey marked a line
beyond which they would never really speak to one another as brothers
again, merely as men who had one had the same father.
David Miller’s interest in Conrad is, unusually, not in exploring
the strange worlds of either the mariner or the novelist but in
the greatest mystery of all: Conrad the bourgeois husband and father,
the man who made boats for his boys to sail on the pond, who lived
around clutter, who ate kedgeree, who died in a bedroom chair and
was mourned by his secretary, his wife, and his sons.
Miller does for Conrad what Colm Tóibin
does for Henry James in The Master: he takes the writer’s
least knowable side and places it at the centre of the story. Today
begins with a story, a poem, and a play, and ends by giving us something
else entirely: it is David Miller’s achievement to give us
that glimpse of the domestic truth for which we had forgotten to
ask.
© 2011 Frances Wilson
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